Walls
We used to live here, the woman says,
taking the boy's hand.
I don't remember, says the boy.
Were there sheep here then, too?
Oh yes, says his mother.
They used to bump our bedroom wall
at night. We thought they were visitors
at first, but when we looked out
into the dark, there were only sheep.
Were we living in a house?
asks the boy. Of course, says
his mother. And she picks up
a thick ceramic arrowhead.
And we ate off these.
When they were plates,
she adds. And we used to sit
See those bumpy lines of rock
across the beck? Those are
bronze-age fields, and once
we slid down them on a tray.
That was the morning
the sun turned the snow
almost blue. Remember?
They have walked steep slopes
to get here. The boy is tired,
spreads his arms wide.
His mother picks him up,
cradles his head against
her shoulder, and soon
he's limp. She considers
the rubble at her feet
now she's alone, but it's
as speechless as the heap of
stones in the field above, thats
Bombey's barn on the map.
Who was Bombey? She
doesn't know. And who was
she, baby on hip, trudging
happily along this path,
muddy no matter what the weather?
Who was she when her hair smelt
of kerosene? She looks across
the beck, senses, as if it were
her own pulse against her palm,
the curled damp of her boy's hair--
and slowly the long days return
when what mattered was stones,
rough, pitted, the biggest
she could find. And she leans
backwards, lugs them up-slope
to the half-made wall,
and drops them one by one
like heavy mice, at the feet of
the squat man she loves. And
the boy murmurs in his sleep,
when you had feathers, Mom,
when we lived on the cliff,
before there were walls,
when we used to be a bird. |
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